Where I Want To Be

I let the void consume me

I'm not afraid of it anymore

Like a womb

That protects me from the outside world

I don't wish to reside there

So the universe made me a cocoon

I'm grateful

Grateful to have found a way to be here

That doesn't hurt my soul

The world is just the same as it's always been

But that's not why I'm here

Or maybe it is

Either way

I understand now

How hard I have to love myself

In order to exist here

The way I need to

The way I'm supposed to

I know

The world is full

Of infinite abundance

And I am so grateful

To have this womb to rest in

I've needed it for so long