Heavy

I've already accomplished

What I set out to do

Which was to change my relationships

My relationships are solid now

Grounding

Supportive

Nurturing

I've changed

In the ways that I wanted to

In ways that support me now

But my heart is heavy

I know too much

I see too much

And so much of it

Is hard to put into words

I know people better than they know themselves

It can be hard to watch

I want to turn off

Close my eyes

And be transported to another dimension

Another life

Where people can love each other

And respect each other

And care more than they cause harm

My heart is heavy with the weight of the world

And all I want to do is escape

And I do

To the best of my ability

I only show up now

In ways that I hope can be helpful

And healing

This world is torn apart

And my heart is heavy