Harsh And Fallible

She wakes up in the morning

Mind spinning

Everything feels new

She asks herself

Who is she now?

Who is she today

After her karma is cleared and her life is no longer a reflection of struggle

Who do we become

After our lives have felt so long and so hard

If you decide

That everything

Is just 

Ok

I look around me at the realities I've created

Past and present

And I accept them

Wholly

I see all the wounded parts of me

And I love them

Fully

Humans are profoundly harsh and fallible

So I've tucked myself away

I practice

Loving myself

So I can beam love out of me

Humans

Are profoundly harsh and fallible

I forget

Because I want to pull out the best

In everyone

For everyone

I've learned

That the best way to do that

Is to do it for myself

That doesn't come so easily

But it comes

When you look for it

When you try

When you focus your energy

I've done a lot of things and lived a lot of lives

But none of them made me happy

When I find stillness

I find my wholeness

I won't run anymore

I'll build myself up from where I am

And love every inch of myself along the way

Because people

Are harsh and fallible

And although I am human

I don't want to be like them